Pain killers are bad and I know they aren’t meant for experimental use and I’m not tired but exhausted of kids referring to me as a druggie when I hardly every do anything.
But it would be great to have something to stop the shakes. To stop the train wreck constantly repeating in my mind, to take my mind off of the nightmares, the panic, the anxiety, the feeling of dread, the horror of having to get out of bed again. Something to make me eat without thinking twice, something to make me relax, something to get me through the day without a hitch.
